Words Do Not Come That Easily.

I hate it. Why am I so speechless and shy around my relatives? They're all being so friendly and chirpy and I have to be all "Uhm, yeah, haha." while staring at the ground wishing I'm at home instead.

It's sickening.

Drink It Up.

So. According to this article right here, you can get drunk just by IMAGINING you're getting drunk.

Wow.

Slum Dweller With Prospects.

It wasn't hard for me to notice that I'm currently living in the slum side of Singapore. There were suspicious looking people all over the place, and my street wasn't the cleanest. A police force is hard to come by, and the nearest shopping mall was quite a distance away. There are cigarette stubs on the grass, and mysterious, foul-smelling, sticky liquid in the crevices and corners of lifts and staircases.

It's a sullen neighbourhood. So different from the one I used to reside in, which was a place that was fairly classy.

Due to circumstances which I cannot control, I am now a slum dweller. There apparently has been efforts to upgrade my neighbourhood, but the outcome was nonetheless still fairly substantial.

But I am not without dreams, oh no.

Living in such tenement conditions, for some weird, unspecified reason, has actually motivated me to do better in life. To reach what I've been wanting.

And if it takes part time jobs or all nighters, so be it.

Faster, Fasting.

I'm fasting right now. Not that any of you would care if I was, but I thought you should just know.

Personally, I think that this is a better alternative to lose weight than climbing up and down eight flights of staircase five times.

Chip On His Shoulder.

Chip on his shoulder (idiom):-

Someone who has a grudge, or is angry about something that happened in the past.

Example: Don't provoke him further, he's got a chip on his shoulder already.

Pocket Watch.

An artpiece I did earlier today. Sort of a trial and error thing with light and shadows. It's also a try on still life. Didn't turn out as realistic as I has hoped, but it's okay I guess.

Ennui.

Ennui (noun):-

Boredom due to lack of activity or motivation.

Example: I am experiencing ennui. Please entertain me.